GeekyArtistArabWoman - Lubzi

The juice of my heart

I call myself Lubzi. I am from Palestine. I live there too
I am a blend of cultures, a salad of sounds, colors & words. I like to create. I love learning. I aspire to inspire. I seek freedom, harmony, peace and justice. I like to be a bridge between hearts and minds, between people from different cultures and backgrounds.
Here you'll find my theatre sound designs, audio art pieces, some of my writings and sketches & all kinds of crazy mixes and audio experiments that I do.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Monday, November 8, 2010

To an Inconstant One بالعربي


I LOVED thee once
حبيتك مرة في شي يوم
I'll love no more--
ما عدت احب كمان
Thine be the grief as is the blame;
ما جبتيلي غير الهم واللوم
Thou art not what thou wast before,
انت مش زي ما كنتي زمان
What reason I should be the same?
شو السبب انّي ما اتغير اليوم
واضلني نفس الانسان

He that can love unloved again,
اللي بيحب اللي حبه مرّة وبّطل
Hath better store of love than brain
في قلبه حب
اكتر ما في براسه عقل
يعني بالعربي
أهبل

Nothing could have my love o'erthrown
لما كان في قلبي عرشك
ما كان في قوة تهزه
When new desires had conquer'd thee
بس لما صار حد جديد فقلبك
و حل الجفا
And changed the object of thy will, It had been lethargy in me,
كان كسل مني
استمريت بحبك
Not constancy, to love thee still.
لا إخلاص ولا وفا

I'll neither grieve nor yet rejoice
لا بحزن ولا بفرح
To see him gain what I have lost:
لما أشوف اللي خسرتو
مع غيري
وبين ايديه
The height of my disdain shall be
قمة شماتتي رح تكون
To laugh at him, to blush for thee;
أخجل علي حالك
واضحك عليه

To love thee still, but go no more
وبضلني احبك
بس خلص ما عاد
عندي استعداد
A-begging at a beggar's door.
متل الشحاد
أدق علي ابوابكم
واقول يامين
والحقيقة انو
انتو اللي شحاذين

Sir Robert Ayton. 1570-1638
To an Inconstant One



Sunday, November 7, 2010

Bolera (Bolero Remix ) #SoundDesign

555 #sounddesign

I hate War #sounddesign

Mozat Elrass #sounddesign

The Battle #Sounddesign

#SoundDesign : Braham + The Gettysburg Address by Abraham Lincoln


The Gettysburg Address

Gettysburg, Pennsylvania
November 19, 1863
On June 1, 1865, Senator Charles Sumner commented on what is now considered the most famous speech by President Abraham Lincoln. In his eulogy on the slain president, he called it a "monumental act." He said Lincoln was mistaken that "the world will little note, nor long remember what we say here." Rather, the Bostonian remarked, "The world noted at once what he said, and will never cease to remember it. The battle itself was less important than the speech."

 
Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth on this continent, a new nation, conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal.

Now we are engaged in a great civil war, testing whether that nation, or any nation so conceived and so dedicated, can long endure. We are met on a great battle-field of that war. We have come to dedicate a portion of that field, as a final resting place for those who here gave their lives that that nation might live. It is altogether fitting and proper that we should do this.

But, in a larger sense, we can not dedicate -- we can not consecrate -- we can not hallow -- this ground. The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here, have consecrated it, far above our poor power to add or detract. The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here. It is for us the living, rather, to be dedicated here to the unfinished work which they who fought here have thus far so nobly advanced. It is rather for us to be here dedicated to the great task remaining before us -- that from these honored dead we take increased devotion to that cause for which they gave the last full measure of devotion -- that we here highly resolve that these dead shall not have died in vain -- that this nation, under God, shall have a new birth of freedom -- and that government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the earth.

Rejection and realizing you’ve been rejected



I remember the first time i was rejected. I couldnt believe it. (we are talking about romantic rejection by the way) . I couldnt get over it for the longest time. I was so full of myself and couldn’t comprehend, how can anyone in their right mind reject me. I thought I was unrejectable. Now I know better. I dont take personally as much as i used to. I realize people have different tastes and interests so therefore not everyone is supposed to be attracted to me. and when i dig a bit deeper , people who are notattracted to me I am not really attracted to them to start with, when i really look hard and honest inside myself , i realize that their rejection makes them look more attractive, because my focus becomes to get accepted by them instead of feeling weather there is a connection there. Now if things were this black and white , not a big problem. The real problem is when you are not sure weather you are being rejected or not, weather the person you are being involved with is just afraid or if they are really not into you. this confusion eats up a big part of the self esteem. and instead of focusing on how you feel about the person , you get sucked into speculating and interpreting this other person’s signals (or the lack of signals)
recently i realized i have been rejected. i feel much better now that i am outside the speculation and guessing game. i hate mystery and guessing. so , i got rejected, good, better now than later, that means i am getting closer to my goal. i am burning down my rejection quota, anyway , someone who rejects me cannot be suitable for me . dont you think?