GeekyArtistArabWoman - Lubzi

The juice of my heart

I call myself Lubzi. I am from Palestine. I live there too
I am a blend of cultures, a salad of sounds, colors & words. I like to create. I love learning. I aspire to inspire. I seek freedom, harmony, peace and justice. I like to be a bridge between hearts and minds, between people from different cultures and backgrounds.
Here you'll find my theatre sound designs, audio art pieces, some of my writings and sketches & all kinds of crazy mixes and audio experiments that I do.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Halfass compassion


Seriously, I don't need your halfass compassion. We don't need your halfass compassion. You don't want to seem biased, you don't want to take sides. By doing that you are already taking sides. It means you don't care to know the story, who is the criminal and who is the victim. You don't believe Arabs anyway. You think we are bullshitters. Zionists are the biggest bullshitters, but you don't have any problem listening to their stories, even believing they are god's chosen ones.
I don't want to hear your halfass compassion talk, where you equate the criminal with the victim of the crime. You wish for them 'to stop' and work things out. As if they are equal or as if this is a war. I won't explain because I know you don't want to hear. Why would you? Some brown people in a far away place, you're used to that. Our brown lives are cheap to you.
You think you don't have a responsibility in the injustice? Think again. But if you we're smart enough you would know how things are interconnected and will be able to compute your karma accurately. And will be diligently cleaning it. But you are not smart. Your brain is maybe smart but your heart is not. You are racist. I am your friend yet it doesn't matter what I tell you about this just cause, my just cause. Something I was born into and grew up into. Military occupation. Zionist crimes...
I know you for many many years, why don't you want to hear my story? Why don't you want to believe my story? Because you are a racist. My story for you is worthless, irrelevant, not worth hearing.
Keep your halfass compassion to yourself. Don't poison me with your white virtue. I know you inside out, you know why? Because unlike you, I am curious, I care for you as a human, I want to hear your story. But you, you only know you, the rest is all bullshit you buy from your mind handlers, your brain programmers.
I suggest you take your halfass compassion and shove it. No need for fake goodness.
I do feel sorry for you. Honestly.
I wish you'd wake up & heal.







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